*SIGH*

As pre-told I am writing you after having been to Eucharistic Adoration and spending some quality time with Jesus. And I couldn't be happier. As soon as I entered I felt his presence and felt at peace. I prayed the rosary and then prayed for some recent lost causes that I have come in contact with. 
                        I felt guilty though because I could only really spend 30 minutes in his presence, as I had a pre-existing appointment :( but Jesus understands. For the remainder of my time with the Lord I meditated on the picture of THE SACRED HEART OF JESUS--one I often meditate upon

Doesn't this picture alone, make you want to fall instantly in Love? 


So when I returned home from my appointment--APPLICATION was the first thing that popped into my head, to my dismay the mail hasn't arrived yet, and really I don't expect to have it in my hands until Friday (SMM, if you are reading this...hmmm?). I took in a deep breathe and sighed! I have managed to gather most of the information needed for the application already, granted I am going off of what the Salesian's wished to include in their process. I still have to work on my biography, as it was saved on the hard-drive of my last computer that died not too long ago. Now I just have to rely on PATIENCE!
                        I started bawling soon after not seeing application...started thinking of my time in Panhandle (both times) and how I really truely do miss every second of time I have spent there, and how I wish I could have just stayed instead of returning to Baltimore. How after 2 visits Panhandle, Texas, and Sancta Maria Convent feel more like home than Baltimore....
Yeah all those feelings. The tears have since subsided, but there is still a yearning in my heart to be where God is calling me. All that's left to do is TRUST in God, and Trust in the postal service....oh 


and of course PRAY< LOVE> SMILE